RESPLENDENT PASSAGES: Motorcycling to a Yoga Festival, Diaries in Soul Craft

View from the camping tent at Sangha Fest, Tico Time Resort in Aztec, NM

The grand American narrative of the open road is more compelling on a motorcycle. It captures the imagination of wanders and seekers because it looks like a story of independence and freedom. It’s not always true, but there is a universal search playing out in every riders quest for the open road, and that is the reality of change.

That grand narrative animates dreamers everywhere, is change, and the will to leave a better world for our children and childrenโ€™s children. Iโ€™ll embody that mantle anytime and do my part to create that story. I choose to bear this weight even if my shoulders are heavy and draped with an old story of Stoll and yoke.

On my bike, handlebars into the wind, riding above the suck, bang, and blow of explosions under me, Iโ€™ve searched out places of vision and intent.

Riding to Wyomingโ€™s Red Desert โ€” from Upper Michigan โ€” for a three-day vision quest, my guide explained how and why I had to cleanse myself for unseen encounters. He did not say it, but I learned that if I were not truly prepared and if my ego was not set aside and my aggression diminished, the crows would pick me apart and drive me far away from their land. Wyomingโ€™s Red Desert is like Hawaii that way. โ€œIf you are a prick,โ€ a guy in Hawaii told me, โ€œThe island will kick you off.โ€

Without preparation and a willingness to listen and learn from a guide; without training and preparation to lay down an honest oath and true intention, I would not have heard an ancient ocean singing its song beneath the hardened desert sand in Wyoming; I would not have learned how I was to hold the bowl; I would not have learned that in Hawaii, gardens and graves grow up through lava and bend toward the ocean; I would not have learned from a geologist in Upper Michigan โ€” based on gouges in the dark rock โ€” which way the glacier went; I would not have learned where, in the far north, dragon and damselflies emerge, crawl, hatch and take flight for their brief, acrobatic life.

A motorcycle trip is a ritual process when travel turns to immersion, embodiment, and enactment. These trips open into spaces where magical teachers appear in sandals, barefoot, or in moccasins and boots.

At the gravesite of Sitting Bull (according to a map), wild horses stared me down; on a ride through the seven sacred mountains of the Arizona Apache, bikers stopped their iron horses on the roadside to hear teachings and receive blessings from the Medicine Man; in remote Navajo land, I arrived at a hogan in Canyon de Chelly to meet a Dineโ€™ elder just as he shapeshifted and slipped away in the form of a sprinting ground bird; in the streets of New Delhi, my motorcycle saved my life by driving for me. During journeys to Navajo and Apache sweat ceremonies with “drumming and footsteps from out of a dream” (James Taylor) portals unknown opened new medicine. My bike was the vehicle of deliverance in each case.

These encounters in traditional and newer ritual communities stir it up: like yoga events with post-modern gurus carrying the old medicine; hip-hop-inspired dancers, song singers, storytellers, drummers, rattle shakers, string players, fire dancers, teachers, and sages sharing their goods and their DJ vibes.

Recently at one of these gatherings in the land of enchantment, I turned as the doors squeaked open by themselves. Moved by the will of physical doors, and the doors of perception, I rose every day to shake or stir, and I dared to take it in with arms wide open. Back on my bike, riding down to Arizona, I shift my attention from road and speed to pen, paper, and slow time.

Every hand holds a winner, and every hand holds a loser, and so it is with each road trip made of both the tangible and intangible, the seen and unseen. Both are present in the undeniable energy and omnipresent roar around Sturgis every August, the bright colors and spectacle of the Rocky Point Rally in Mexico on the Sea of Cortez, the Distinguished Gentlemanโ€™s Ride with vintage bikes and snappily dressed bikers, the Joshua Tree Bhakti Fest, the Sangha Fest, The San Carlos Apacheโ€™s Run to the Rez, and the MMIW rides all around the medicine wheel. Itโ€™s all background music to the steel symphony we generate when we twist the throttle and portal into currents unseen fired by winds and waves of the unknown. # # #

New Mexico, June 2024.
At over 7000,’ I ride a portal through the Zuni-Pueblo Nation and two eyes scan the horizon for elk. I don’t want that kind of collision on a motorcycle.
But my third eye – opened wide by recent encounters at Camp Rainbow in Arizona and Sangha Fest in New Mexico – Is tracking another score: a flute in the wind, a drumbeat from temple and terrace, a string on a gourd somewhere in time, a coyote mewing in the wind.
Transforming stories are built with symbols that point to and simultaneously participate in the infinite, like a river called Animus in New Mexico. On the banks, I listen to its hum and I look for Saraswati. I see a white swan as Saraswati chants RA MA DA SA SA SAY SO HUNG. A pause, and then a speaker from the Harlem Renaissance (Langston Hughes) is in my ear whispering of rivers older than both time and the flow of blood in human veins.
Carl Jung is there too, tutoring me in the personal unconscious; animus as the feminine in the male unconscious; and anima as the masculine in the female unconscious. We chat on the banks of The Animus, a grand synchronicity unfolding in goosebumps and river swells.
Riding a rumbling drama in six gears, I shift with them into another scene, another play. Zen and motorcycling are real and the secret is that Zen and motorcycling are both mechanics and metaphysics. On long rides, I AM THAT I AM prods me to ask not the descriptive question of what is my (your) life. That’s easy, and it’s found on a resume. I AM THAT I AM, or TAT TWAM ASI pushes me (you) to ask, what of my (your) life?
Monica Mesa Dasi session on yoga & tantra.
What of a scintillating teacher, who like India, channels many centuries at once; her aura born of an alchemical mix stirred by time and grief into a blend of dynamism so profoundly strong that even trees bend their limbs down, down, further down, to listen as she writes oracles and speaks in sounds like crystals vibrating on railroad tracks. And who wouldn’t drive across the country not once –ย  but twice – to sit in her presence and healing aura.
What of a singer, teacher, and storyteller whose wizardry takes listeners across the bridge with the help of Van Morrison; and there, in a beautiful courtyard, he plays cards leading with Bob Dylan and Tina Turner. A singer in the garden (Krishna Das) sees his hand by dealing Metallica and Janis Joplin. Another round, and the Celtic Bard seals the deal with Luciano Pavarotti.
Sean Johnson and The Wild Lotus Band, Sangha Fest June 2024

The garden grows and swells with rain and story, music, yoga, and storytelling by the Celtic Bard and I am stunned into silence and awe. Who wouldn’t drive across the country to sit with him and his wild lotus band in this garden? I must unhook my anchor from this marvelous and climb out or I will drown in the depths.

What of all the others here, whose lives and the struggles we know not: the man or woman stuck in soul-deadening work, the artist who gave up their curiosity, the parent who lost their child in any way, the isolated and elderly dying alone?
What of the child fighting against their own body and a cell division gone wildly wrong, this emperor of disease called cancer. Yet his (her) heart and her (his) hope is larger than life and they sing their cells back to cohesion in a fight song to take back their life from chemotherapy, radiation, or blood treatment.
“Out, out, damn spot!” cries Lady Macbeth, the owl can wait. And am I with them, these beautiful children of the emperor. The owl must wait for them and for us. We have much left to learn, much to do.
What of this life?
What of this emperor of disease?
What of this life?
What of this healing, these oracles, these chants?
What of this life?

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