Words and music below for my spoken word piece accompanied by sitar.
My sitar flows in 19 bands of light: baaj, chikari, and tarab. Its journey to my hand is a mystery, but its music-medicine came to my doorstep from an old land, gripped me from the eons, and pulled my soul into its orbit. It’s a path unlike any other, bending more than notes.
A musician said, “Its all angles.”
Sitar bends the note, Saraswati dances with a swan, and because I’ve felt this resonance I participate in its step toward the depths from which rises a watery siren-song of the fathoms.
Sitar bends the note, Saraswati dances with a swan, and because I’ve felt this resonance I participate in its step toward the depths from which rises a watery siren-song of the fathoms.
The sitar flows like never-ending river, shepherding me to a place close and yet far away. My teacher speaks in clusters of daring: “Consistency, consistency, consistency,” she says. Her words; the kernel of all learning, teaching, and the core of every guru’s curriculum.
I’ve seen the rivers of India, but I can’t put myself and my sitar on their banks; but at dusk, on a hot July night, I made my way with this string & steel riddle to the banks of the Salt River. Listening, I realized sitar will not accompany me without also shepherding along a river of souls.
Looking to the Salt, I could almost see a funeral pyre float past; a desert inspired mirage bobbing with the current, like a lazy raft ablaze in flames and scented smoke; grief in its wake.
In the desert, and on the Salt, my sitar smelled like incense and the hymnody it raised came from an earlier time. I followed its lead, though I didn’t understand.
My round orbit needs a bending, moving to the same low place with water. My hand slides over the baaj: sa ra ga ma pa da ni sa; then I start over and turn back looking for Saraswati to dance along the edges of my fingers.
If I endow this time with consistency, maybe she will appear, open the gates of inspiration, and I will find a corner – a crag in the rock – from which to behold a swan and a golden orb. I’ll breathe deep, stroke the baaj, tarab and chikari raise a note for another time. I’ll hold the wave and lean into the valley of fluid angles.
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